Like hell I'm gonna wish something like that, not ever.
[ There was absolutely no containing himself after that, arms tightening around him even more as he finally let out a sob that he'd been holding back. ]
And I swear, I'm not gonna...
[ Oh god, how awful. Was he hiccuping? ]
...I'm not gonna go anywhere, I...fuck, what am I supposed to do now?
[ He'd been trying to live something of a normal life here, something that he hadn't really gotten to do back up but it was getting really damn difficult to even pretend that things were fine and that he was getting by. ]
no subject
[ There was absolutely no containing himself after that, arms tightening around him even more as he finally let out a sob that he'd been holding back. ]
And I swear, I'm not gonna...
[ Oh god, how awful. Was he hiccuping? ]
...I'm not gonna go anywhere, I...fuck, what am I supposed to do now?
[ He'd been trying to live something of a normal life here, something that he hadn't really gotten to do back up but it was getting really damn difficult to even pretend that things were fine and that he was getting by. ]