I don't think it's weird. In fact, I think doing it again will probably be just the opposite. Right? Because then we both wanted to and did it on our own, so it's fine. Isn't it?
Oh, no, it was years ago and back home. The first guy I ever kissed, he stuck his tongue in my mouth without asking. Super gross, right? Haha, Abbacchio says I should've bitten it off, but I was mostly too startled to do anything about it.
I was mad for a little while about it. Because it was my first, you know? But then after a while I realized that it wasn't as big of a deal as I'd been making it out to be, and it was okay.
...What I mean is, I didn't stop being mad about the tongue part! Just about the "it happened during my first kiss" part. I stopped feeling cheated, I guess you could say.
you know i think i'm with abbacchio on that one you probably should have but i can't say i blame you for being too shocked
but now you've got time to make better memories, yeah? none of us can take back what happened before but we can always make the best out of it that probably sounds really cheesy though
I don't think it sounds cheesy at all. It's pretty much exactly what I've been trying to do since I got here. Not FORGET the past, but just...not get stuck in it, either.
It's pretty hard sometimes. But I think every day I get a little better, you know?
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i won't apologise next time at least
and i'll try not to say fuck
but now i gotta ask
who gave you a bad kiss?
it's not anyone i know, right?
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I was mad for a little while about it. Because it was my first, you know? But then after a while I realized that it wasn't as big of a deal as I'd been making it out to be, and it was okay.
...What I mean is, I didn't stop being mad about the tongue part! Just about the "it happened during my first kiss" part. I stopped feeling cheated, I guess you could say.
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you probably should have but i can't say i blame you for being too shocked
but now you've got time to make better memories, yeah?
none of us can take back what happened before
but we can always make the best out of it
that probably sounds really cheesy though
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It's pretty hard sometimes. But I think every day I get a little better, you know?
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just gotta make sure you give yourself the credit for it
i think you're doing pretty damn good
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Hey, and for what it's worth?
I wouldn't have known that it was your first, if you hadn't said something. You were pretty good at it. ;)
[HE REALLY WASN'T BUT YOU KNOW WHAT. THAT'S NOT IMPORTANT RIGHT NOW.]
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seriously??
it wasn’t bad??
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i really thought i messed it up