It would've been great if I was (but still an asshole move).
I mean, I guess I'm glad we're both in a place we can talk, but it's OK if you don't want to worry about it.
Besides, you know I don't fuck around. Honestly? Hindsight being 20/20 and all, I was actually really afraid you would reject me. But that's true of any confession.
huh? no we can talk about it it doesn't bother me or anything i mean i can say that i probably wasn't ready for something like that i don't know that i would have you know, rejected you but i'm not sure i could have started something serious? if that makes sense at all it didn't go well last time so yeah
Guido-kun. I adore you to bits, really, but I wasn't there for a year. It was like... maybe three and a half months. I don't know, I was too busy trying to not think too much about anything that wasn't photography.
wait so...are we just talking about time now or??? i mean it's okay if you don't want to talk about it, i'm not going to judge you for it or anything we're still friends, confession or not
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holy shit, you're here too?
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So, about before...
Um... Sorry about saying that and bouncing.
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why?
i'm pretty sure none of us really stuck around when we had the chance to leave
can't say i blame you for that
[ wow mista, that is not it at all ]
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Because usually if you confess to someone you like you *want* to stay with them. *Not* run away. Obviously.
[Duh.]
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that
i mean you didn't give me a chance to respond or anything
so i'll be honest, i kind of thought you were fucking around
[ mista, no ]
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I mean, I guess I'm glad we're both in a place we can talk, but it's OK if you don't want to worry about it.
Besides, you know I don't fuck around. Honestly? Hindsight being 20/20 and all, I was actually really afraid you would reject me. But that's true of any confession.
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it doesn't bother me or anything
i mean i can say that i probably wasn't ready for something like that
i don't know that i would have you know, rejected you but
i'm not sure i could have started something serious?
if that makes sense at all
it didn't go well last time so
yeah
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The confession or the serious relationship? wwww
Anyway.
I don't really mind not having a serious relationship, I've got my own reasons for not wanting a serious one right now.
[It started with "i" and ended in "shida."]
But, idk.
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i mean it wasn't ever anything defined so
it was a long time ago
[ is a year a long time? he wasn't sure ]
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A *year*? It's only been like, two months, max.
Or at least, on my side it was.
Wow, I hate time things. Anyway, what's happened in a year?
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before we left there
not it's been a year since i left
i think
who even knows
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I adore you to bits, really, but I wasn't there for a year. It was like... maybe three and a half months. I don't know, I was too busy trying to not think too much about anything that wasn't photography.
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i mean it's okay if you don't want to talk about it, i'm not going to judge you for it or anything
we're still friends, confession or not
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wwww OK, that explains things. Sorry!! So, your relationship didn't work out, then?